Didn't blog yesterday. Was not feeling well at all. I worked from 12PM - 6PM it was okay, actually no it was good because we were really busy and I got a work allowance so I got some new things from work. Wew. I went home and showered then my good buddy Kosta who I have been the closest friends with since I was thirteen.. twelve? Well he is probably the person in my life (besides my family) who I am still in contact with that I have known the longest. We have grown together and well we are close on a level that isn't friends but genuine family. ANYWAY he rang and said that he was picking me up to go to a mates house for what was meant to be a bbq but fell through. So he got to my house and as usual I wasn't ready. I am never ready. I am never on time. So we chatted for a bit then when I was ready we were out the door. We went to go pick up Kosta's girlfriend (just saying I don't really like the terms "girlfriend" "boyfriend" it's very.. neh I dunno) Lets try again, we left to go pick up Kosta's partner? Yeah. So we got to this "bbq" everyone was just playing games which I was totally chill with, I was actually really happy just to have a quiet night. Kosta and I had spoken before and the plan was to drink beer that we bought. But I had one and couldn't even finish it. Normally I am a pretty decent drinker of the beer. But because of medical precautions my body flipped out and did not want to have anymore of it. I had weird feelings all round, was not nice at all.
Anyhow I fell asleep and then I woke up to Kosta and Jordan (Kostas girly girl) looking down at me which was totally unexpected but it was really cute haha I still fealt un-easy so I kind of insisted in wanting to go home.
I got home and made a sandwhich it was delicious. Made tea sent drunk/seedy kosta home and went to bed. 2PM not bad for a quiet night of games.
Today I had work surprise. But yet again was working by myself. It got to about an hour left of my shift and I really needed to urinate so I thought "fuck it" I closed down the shop completley counted all the monies did everything except "end shift" on the the computers. I went to the bathroom then sat on a bench for an hour reading my book. Come the end of my working day I walked over ended shift on the computers and felt so good! I can be the biggest brat sometimes.
When I got home from work I saw a little gift in my room. I opened it and it was a little fairy pixie thing holding a little gem thing. On the card it said "I am a fairy that brings you happiness and self confidence" I wish it was that easy.
It was a gift from Nan it made me cry and I don't evem know why. I still havn't rang her to thank her for thinking of me. But I am not really sure on what to say. As I said I wish things were that easy.
Mom and I completly cleaned my roomed tonight it feels so good to be in a clutter free mess. I wish my mind was this sorted.
I am in the dirties mood rite now and I am sure the only thing that will fix it will be sleep.
Hopefully better things will come tomorrow
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