Well, I have been so happy today and it is really bizarre.
If you knew me you would be quite blown away. Now I am not saying that I am a major buzz kill. But I do get discouraged quite easily it does not take much to knock me down. I did a lot of retail therapy today though my OH my. Future Sarah-Loo will be very upset and stressed out because of this but .. We will sort that out when we get to that. I worked from 12- 6 then I went into the city with a very good friend of mine. I dragged him all over the place looking for a beanie we spent a good two hours looking for a beanie. In this time I bought, two rings a Frankenstein shirt and a bag. These said items are AMAZING. I also bought a beanie in the end it was the last thing! It's a good strong beanie too.
I am now home thinking I should sort out my money situation but I don't really want to fuck my mood up at the moment. But it is the responsible thing to do so I don't do any more splurges which I shouldn't do for the rest of the month. My oh my..
Tomorrow night is a .. would not really know how to say a friends? birthday get together thing. Now I am a bit of a fruit bag but I am really awkward around people . I just don't know how to be around people. But this particular person I feel, he acts so superior to everybody else and it makes me really self conscious. Mind you I used to date this said "friend" I am 100% over him the only thing I regret is that we are in no way possible close anymore which is for the better but we did do most of our "growing up" and "maturing" together. We dated for lets say.. Five years. Yep we started from quite the ripe tender age of thirteen/fourteen. And it ended a bit messy. But if you have regrets you can't move on. Right? Right.
Stop. Don't forget. Remember. Learn. Move on.
If you knew me you would be quite blown away. Now I am not saying that I am a major buzz kill. But I do get discouraged quite easily it does not take much to knock me down. I did a lot of retail therapy today though my OH my. Future Sarah-Loo will be very upset and stressed out because of this but .. We will sort that out when we get to that. I worked from 12- 6 then I went into the city with a very good friend of mine. I dragged him all over the place looking for a beanie we spent a good two hours looking for a beanie. In this time I bought, two rings a Frankenstein shirt and a bag. These said items are AMAZING. I also bought a beanie in the end it was the last thing! It's a good strong beanie too.
I am now home thinking I should sort out my money situation but I don't really want to fuck my mood up at the moment. But it is the responsible thing to do so I don't do any more splurges which I shouldn't do for the rest of the month. My oh my..
Tomorrow night is a .. would not really know how to say a friends? birthday get together thing. Now I am a bit of a fruit bag but I am really awkward around people . I just don't know how to be around people. But this particular person I feel, he acts so superior to everybody else and it makes me really self conscious. Mind you I used to date this said "friend" I am 100% over him the only thing I regret is that we are in no way possible close anymore which is for the better but we did do most of our "growing up" and "maturing" together. We dated for lets say.. Five years. Yep we started from quite the ripe tender age of thirteen/fourteen. And it ended a bit messy. But if you have regrets you can't move on. Right? Right.
Stop. Don't forget. Remember. Learn. Move on.
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